FREE

So I hid myself in the toilet and I cried silently. I close my eyes at night before I fall asleep and I cry to myself.

Have I mentioned how good it feels to be free? I want to be FREE!

Siu Hang I hate you. I hate you so much. I don't care who I'm hurting. I want to inflict hurt. I want to not hurt anymore! I just want my pathetic life before meeting you back! I don't want to cry anymore! I don't want to keep wanting to die or keep thinking that physical pain is better. I know it's stupid, what I'm writing, but I don't care! I want to go back. I don't care when. Whenever there is no pain. When there is only happiness. I can't take it anymore. Why did I do what I do...