Entry from LY's blog

From LY's blog:

been rather long since we last met for supper. neither do i see you online and nor did you update your blog, though i know you were overseas last week. i dont know what exactly im feeling at this moment. but i long for your sms or even just you being online. and for a while, i was glad that at least you wanted to meet for supper on the night before you left for the trip and also on the day you came back. at the very least, i know that you still want to meet me. i dont know what it is going to be like when school starts again. perhaps like how it was last semester, when we did not do any modules together. the occasional bumping into you was much needed for and most welcomed. since we are not doing any similar modules again this time round, i expect the same thing to repeat itself again. great. at least i dont get to see you so often, i wont get reminded of you and perhaps, i can get you out of my mind much easier.
alright. i realised that im not making any sense right now. im blabbering nonsense. im still confused and i dont know what to do about this.
please do not make promises when you know you will break them. its giving me false hopes and making me disappointed when all of it doesnt come true. so can i kindly wish that you can be more clear in whatever you say and do in case that all you wanted was a fling in the first place? stop wasting my time if thats really what you want.