Raisins; face; bear

I've gotten myself a huge box of raisins. Take a look:

The glass is there to give an idea of how large it is. It's very heavy, but don't know what's the weight. Trust me, there are a lot of raisins inside. It's to accompany me through the reading week because I tend to eat a lot when I study or am under stress. In this case, it's both.

Oh I'm now 42kg! Calls for celebration! *munch on raisins*
Raisins also because it's healthier than other tidbits, although it IS very sweet. However, I've learnt how to eat a raisin without feeling that I've just drunk an entire cup of syrup. Hey, I've got an entire container of it to get through!

I've got nice plans after exams =) Which includes maybe going to zouk. Obviously this naive girl has never stepped into a club/pub/zouk. Damn, I don't even know what's the difference. I can predict that I won't like the place already. When, and if, I go, I'll see if I like it or not.

Really, a paper bag would be nice to cover my pimply face with. I like my face fine, I just don't like my pimples. 2 aunts already told me today to eat more fruits, drink more water, which are true, but... Well, let's just say I like it when people don't pay attention to my face, which is kind of difficult because all of the features which are supposed to be on the face are on my face. I mean, people can't look at my arm while they talk right? Or my chest? Or my stomach? Or they'd have to pretend that maybe that bougainvillea behind me has suddenly grown eyes and sprouted arms. So yes, while the pimples are there, I'm going to have really low self-confidence once in a while, something I've never experienced much before. Blame it on when I saw the doctor and realized it's nice to have a clear face for once and that you actually look good, after about 4 years of having a pimply face, then have your pimply face back again. However that 4 years of training didn't get wasted. Most of the times I can still ignore it and look at people straight in the face. A person's got to believe in him/herself.

Well, if I could actually do that in exams. Believe in myself. Which reminds me, currytan's got a nice entry on donkey and dirt.

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Bear Bear posing:

"I've got chocolate on my snout!"

The greedy bear!
Don't ask who fed him chocolate. *looks innocently around* I don't know!